Sunday, December 30, 2012

The End of He + She

July, 2012
I know my posts have been kind of lackluster and sometimes vague as of late. To be honest, it's because my mind has not been here. I've been scrambling for topics, slapping posts together and neglecting the whole thing all together some days weeks. 

So today, I decided to  scratch all the elusive posts I've written on this topic and just be extremely honest. 

I had a relationship for the past several months I never talked about on here. Never even mentioned once. A few close blog friends knew and of course my real-life friends but I kept a lot of it to myself. 

And if you noticed the past tense of that "had"'s because it's over and as Martina McBride would say, he's "good and gone and moved on."

I didn't talk about him on here like I should have and I wish I had. (this boy lives for fitness and I'm sure would have had a lot to say beyond "buy cute workout clothes") ;)

I didn't post that this happened on Valentine's Day. 

Or actually that this sort of thing happened a lot

and even these sort of sweet things

I downplayed it.  

This guy put some hard work in for me. He was persistent..and there's not many men who go after what they want these days with such intent. I wish I had done a better job of relaying my heart for him. 

And there it is. Some of what should have been there months ago. Not nearly a glimpse of our whole story. But nevertheless, there. 

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